yes, i know that's not how soulja boy spells the title to this song. i don't give a fuck, sorry soulja boy, i am too stubborn to not spell that the right way. he should be happy that i even know his song, despite my lack of radio listening. anywho, this song is kind of my guilty pleasure song. it sucks being so far away from my boyfriend. vermont to florida is wayyy too far. especially for me, because i am just now realizing how much of a needy attention whore i am. god i wish that controlling my boyfriend was something that was acceptable.

well, i got home from work today at 3pm, went to my room, and began to change when i saw my door move. i thought that it was my dumb little brother coming into my room, and i was like, "excuse me! i'm like naked in here, get out!!" to my surprise, it was some random worker guy... don't know what he needed in my room but i feel pretty silly about it now. and of course, when i feel embarrassed about something, i bitch about it to make myself feel better i guess, so i was on the phone with joe bitching about why some random guy would just walk into my room, when the door was pretty much closed, without knocking. i hope he didn't tell my parents...

my summer is alright. i wish i could work more hours, because i'm going to visit joe in...17 days!!!! then i come back and work for one week, take a few days to pack, and it's off to school!! i feel like i haven't done much this summer. maybe it's because i haven't!!!! it's alright, summer is only about half over i guess. my stepmom is due around august 3rd, and if she doesn't go into labor by then (she probably will though, if not sooner), they will induce labor. it's good, she old so it makes sense.

hmmm, not sure what else to say. i learned how to make tuna melts today! it's a lot easier than i thought... i should really learn how to make food!! well, now i'm hungry again. i ate only an hour and a half ago, but i guess i'll eat again because i forgot to have lunch, and my breakfast was a piece of bread...